living on my own is awsome but it is hard as hell to find a job. i have to pay 125 for rent and then propane eletric and other things. i live with my boyfriend who i love to death. we have been living together for almost four months. we moved in together dec 18 2009. looking for a job is so hard right now. making money like scrap metal or working for our land lord is not gonna happen. if i dont get a job soon im gonna have to leave my man and my two roommates. i have to move back to a place that is nothing but talk drama and bull shit. i have to move back in with my grama. i love being on my own and its hard only cause i need money and a job.